Day 15, 16 and 17

 I had a win this week with my eating choices. I had to go to the store for some veggies and I completely ignored the pastry section. Yay me! I also resisted the temptation of Ben & Jerry's ice cream (my absolute favorite treat). So I'm happy about that. I've also increased the amount of veggies I eat at dinner. I'm trying to add more veggies and fruit to lunch and breakfast, so hopefully I can increase those over the next several weeks. It's times like this when I wish I was a chef or at least knew a chef who was willing to make all my meals for me. That would be awesome!

My walking is going great especially because my favorite walking buddy is super fun to chat with. My strength exercises are good. I will need to increase the intensity of the wall plank. It still isn't very challenging. I know it would be a lot more difficult if I did plank on the floor, however, due to my eye situation, I don't want to put extra pressure and/or strain on it, so I have to stick with the wall version of plank for now. Also, I learned of this new way of doing squats and either I was doing them wrong before or these are tougher than they initially sounded. So it's like a regular squat except you have a chair behind you and as you squat down, you tap the chair with your butt and then stand up again. I know, it sounds funny, but it seems harder to do than a regular squat. Maybe I just wasn't squatting completely correctly before, I guess. Anyway, I definitely feel the burn with this version. Give it a try and see what you think

The other strength exercises I do are bicep curls, tricep kickbacks, knee lifts, leg kickbacks with resistance band and hand grips. I'll probably need to add more at some point, but these seem to be pretty good for now. I should add some stretches in, too, to improve my flexibility. I'll have to look those up. I suppose yoga would be a good option for this. I bet they have some classes nearby that I could check out. I'll most likely check that stuff out in another few weeks or so, once I'm starting to feel comfortable with my current activities.

Day 12, 13 and 14

 So I bought some more of the resistance bands, the ones with the handles. The ones that kind of look like jump ropes. I've really enjoyed using these for my strength exercises for my arms. It feels like a better workout than dumb bells. I can really feel the muscles working as I do each movement. With the dumb bells, sometimes I'd have pains in my shoulders and it didn't feel like it worked the muscle groups as well as I had hoped. So I'm much happier with the resistance bands. Maybe once I get to a certain level of fitness, I'll need to switch to dumb bells, but for now, these bands are working great for me. 

I'm walking a lot more and enjoying it. I've seen people out running and instead of feeling bad that I'm not doing that, I'm feeling optimistic that I'll be doing that soon. I definitely feel more positive about my athletic future instead of pitying myself for not doing more. I can't wait to get out and run again. I forgot how much I love running. 

Eating is going ok. I keep craving unhealthy options and it's been a struggle to ignore those cravings. I'm not very creative coming up with alternative, healthy choices so I need to search out some ideas online. I'm sure others have come up with better options to a lot of the usual snacks, desserts and other treats, now I just need to go find them. :) 

Day 9, 10 and 11

 This week is going well so far, although my legs were a bit sore after yesterday. I was practicing for an interview and it helps if I pace. I wasn't paying attention to the time and ended up pacing and practicing for about an hour and a half straight. Oops! A goodnight's sleep took care of it though. Today I'll make sure to keep a closer eye on the time. The interview went really well, by the way. :)

The strength exercises are going well. I think next week I should be able to increase them to 3 sets. Then I'll keep it at that for a few weeks like that. I might increase the intensity of the resistance band for my leg stretches, though. It feels too easy even at 2 sets of 10 reps. But that'll probably be the only one I increase the intensity on for a few more weeks. I want to make sure I don't over do it or pull or strain anything. 

I can definitely keep increasing the amount I'm walking. The walks I do with my favorite walking buddy are a pretty good pace, however, I think for my solo walks I'll try to walk fast enough that I can't hold a conversation easily. Besides, I'd probably look a little wacky talking to myself. 

Day 6, 7 and 8

 Oh rats! I didn't even make a week before I fell behind with my journal. Sorry to anyone who might be reading this! Anyway, my computer was out of commission for most of the weekend, so that's my excuse for the delay in posting. However, good news! I still did my workouts and got in a lot of extra walking. I've also done better with making good food choices although I did make some chocolate chip cookies yesterday and they are not lasting long. I'm not the only one eating them, though. :) 

Let's see, I'm not having any soreness or strain from increasing my exercise, so I'm very happy about that. I'll stick to just doing 2 sets of 10 reps for the strength exercise for this entire week before I decide whether or not to increase it. I'm not as worried about the walking. I think adding to my walks should be fine, it's when I start running that I think I'll run into more problems. I also should probably consider getting a decent pair of running sneakers, but that can wait for now. I want to get up to 4-5 miles of walking a day before I start including some running. The sneakers I have now are good for walking and light running so I have time. 

The weather is cooler this week, so I definitely should take advantage of that for outdoor exercise. I just wish I lived near the ocean. I love the salty air and looking out into the never ending blue where the ocean and sky meld into one. Ah, well. Maybe one day.

Day 5

 Today has been a pretty good workout day. I got in my exercises and a walk this morning and soon I'll get in my second walk with my favorite walking buddy. I've been more conscientious about my eating as well for the past several days. I'm not counting calories or fat or anything. For now, I'm just being aware of my food choices and trying to keep them at a reasonable portion size. One thing I don't have to work at is my water intake. I've been good about that for a while now, so Yay! 

I'm not experiencing much soreness from the increase in exercise, so I think next week I'll up the amounts. I'll add another 1-2 miles to my walking and right now I only do 10 reps for each exercise, so I'll add another set of 10 reps. And I'll see how that goes. Now you might be thinking, "Shouldn't you be running if you want to compete in a running race?" Yes, I should, however, I want to be smart and lose some weight first as well as build some muscle and strength before I start. The hope is to avoid injuries, stress or strain on my muscles, joints, etc.  

I know that right now the games seem like they are far off and I can take my time building up to more intense workouts, however, I am also very aware of how quickly time can move when you aren't looking. So I'll be sure to keep that lurking in the back of my mind. :)  

Day 3 and 4

 Life got a little distracting yesterday so I'm doing double entry today. I was struggling to concentrate yesterday so I did an extra walk on my own and then another long walk with my favorite walking buddy. However, I didn't do my exercises so first thing this morning, I did them. I've had to make adjustments to the routine because two of the exercises require a sturdy post of sorts to loop the resistance band around and for some reason, I don't have access to a sturdy post inside my home. So I changed up those exercises to versions I can do with my own body weight.  They are bicep curls and tricep pushdowns. I only did one set of each and I can feel it. Yikes! How out of shape am I? (Don't answer that)

I won't be able to walk with my favorite walking buddy today because I'm teaching this afternoon, but I will get in a walk on my own. My class isn't too far from home so I like to walk home after, as long as the weather is nice enough. 

The Senior Games are coming up next month and I've been trying to decide if I should volunteer to help out. On one hand, I think it would be super encouraging to see what others my age and older are able to do athletically speaking. On the other hand, it could send me down the path of regrets, disappointment and self doubt. I always loved the excitement of competition and seeing how far I could push myself, both mentally and physically. I liked coming up with strategies based on who I was competing against and I especially loved it when all my hard work and training paid off and I ran an awesome race. Ok, now I'm feeling nostalgic...in a good way. :) Hmmm? Maybe I should go, it could be fun to be in that environment again.

Day 2

 Well, I hate to admit it but I almost quit my training already. I know, I know, but sadly that wouldn't be a record for me. I was looking at where I am right now and comparing it to where I want to be in a little over a year and I just became incredibly discouraged. There is so much work to do and self doubt was shoving its way to the front of my thoughts. You may be asking, why do you want to subject yourself to this? Well, I'm tired of sitting around wondering where the time has gone and regretting some of the decisions I have made. It's fun to reminisce about the good old days, but sometimes I feel I get too stuck in the past and wishing I would have done things differently instead of doing something about it right now. So that's what I'm trying to do. I want to help future me rediscover the things that brought younger me joy.

Alrighty then, the workout for today was surprisingly fine. I walked with my favorite walking buddy and then I tried out the 15 minute workout I found that helps slowly build strength. Joining a gym is not an option at this point in time so I've been looking online for workouts I can do at home with minimal equipment. I found the 15 minute workout and bought some resistance bands and that was that. I took it a little easy today because the exercises are new to me and it's been a while since I've done any kind of weight or resistance training. I'm hoping I won't be sore tomorrow. Wait, is that good or bad if I am? Hmm? Not sure. I guess we'll see.